Waiting on the Holy Spirit-
I signed an email to a friend yesterday, with this phrase,
“Waiting on the Holy Spirit” in reference to a bit of discernment that I am
doing and my hope to get a nod from the Holy Spirit to help in my decision
making…
I laughed as soon as I typed it because, in spite of my own
theological belief that God is always present and it is our work to open our
hearts and minds to God, I sometimes regress to the place of calling on God- as
though I am dialing in a song request to the radio or placing an order at the
Dunkin’ Donuts drive-through.
Come Holy Spirit.
Veni Sanctus Spiritus. It is an ancient hymn that we sing (one of my
favorite renditions- Jacques Berthier’s Taize version is linked at the
beginning of this blog) and one way in which we call upon the Spirit to come to
us.
It’s only fair that we think this way- the biblical accounts of the Holy Spirit
confirm the Spirit’s absence… and then… presence: at the very moment of creation, the Holy
Spirit comes and broods over the waters; at Jesus’ baptism, the Holy Spirit
descends from Heaven as a dive bombing dove; at Pentecost the Spirit arrives in
wind and tongues of fire, descending on the heads of the apostles.
But I prefer to think the the Holy Spirit is with us all of the time, and that the praying
and waiting that we do when we sing or pray “Come Holy Spirit” is more about preparing our own hearts and opening our
own eyes to the power of God around us all the time. We need just to be open and receive.
The Holy Spirit is known to us as a Comforter, Advocate, as
the “Lord of Life”, and the “Breath of God.”
I like to believe that it is the Holy Spirit that gives me the gumption
to do difficult things when my own human sense of vulnerability might otherwise
hold me back.
At Confirmation services, I have the distinct honor to lay
hands on the heads of confirmands and bid the Holy Spirit, “come.” Honestly, this is one of the more powerful
things that I get to do as a bishop of the Church, acting as a “conduit” of the
Spirit of God, flowing through me into the bodies and souls of the confirmands.
It is a holy moment and an intimate experience as I connect soul to Spirit.
At the celebration of the Holy Eucharist, priests of the
church ask, “We pray you, gracious God, to send your Holy Spirit upon these
gifts that they may be the sacrament of the Body of Christ and his blood of the
New Covenant.” (Holy Eucharist Prayer B) I always pause at this moment,
inviting my own senses to catch up with the Spirit’s presence among us.
I wonder how you perceive the Spirit. Is it as an empowering force? A Comforter? As a teacher? (John 14:26) Is the Spirit a sanctifying force in your
life, making you holy and bonding your soul to God?
I often slip up when I pray at the beginning of my sermons
and dedicate the time in the pulpit in the name of the “Father, Son and Holy Ghost.”
It’s a product of my early church training (1928 prayer book) but also,
I think, a profound theological statement of the mysterious nature of God. As much as I like to think of God as
ever-accessible, ever-present and my strength- my crag and stronghold- I like the bit of mystery that Holy Ghost
retains. After all, God is not like my
best girlfriend with whom I can share a good laugh or cry over a glass of wine…
God is my salvation and my eternal hope. There’s something mysterious, powerful
and infinite about that , and for that, I am glad.
How are you and the Holy Spirit doing together?
Call Veni Sanctus
Spiritus, and let your heart be opened.
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